In this talk, Sensei Michael explores how clinging to the small self—its judgments, labels, and stories—keeps us trapped in cycles of attachment and delusion. Drawing from Dōgen's teaching, “To study the self is to forget the self,” this reflection offers a path to clarity and freedom.

Take a moment to consider how we approach projects. We say, “I’m starting this project,” and, “At some point, I’ll finish it.” These statements operate within a framework built around goals — a beginning, an end, and the satisfaction of completion. But in this way, we are never truly here. Goals lock us into a future-oriented mindset.

In this Early Morning Light talk, Sensei Michael reflects on a childhood road trip that took an unexpected turn when a traffic jam brought strangers together in an extraordinary moment of connection.

In this episode of Awakening Streams, we explore how missteps, mistakes, and perceived failures are not obstacles but integral parts of the path. Drawing on Zen teachings and real-life examples, Sensei Michael reflects on the importance of embracing our imperfections with clarity and compassion.

In today’s teisho, we explored the practice of letting go of what we carry—our judgments, stories, and attachments—and how they shape our experiences. Reflecting on the Zen case Muddy Road from the Shasekishu, we saw how Tanzan’s compassionate action and Ekido’s clinging judgment illustrate the difference between a rigid, external morality and a responsive, living compassion. This practice invites us to see the baggage we hold onto and to release it, so we can show up fully, with clarity and compassion, for what each moment requires.